"he looked at me and said 'hey' and i think i tinkled a little bit"

Mood: Confused 
                                                                                       Current Song: All eyes are on you now - Deas Vail



aparently im semi attractive ??? hahaha i made a knew friend i literally named him bunny <3 hes adorable hes a junior hahah. Me and blanky have been argueing alot ... but weve gotten through it before so i think we will this time itll be even better the triumph of getting over fighting :)

i hate when black people are mean to me because im mixed 
i hate when white people call me black when i am clearly not ... how would you like it if i called you white trash?
i hate when mexicans call me black ... i could just tell people you jumped the border ? would that be sufficient enough ????

please dont make fun of people its really rude :C
im a very fragile person <3 i wonder if you can make the heart backwards .... E> ? doesnt really work :C
hmmmm &> ? its kinda curvy?

idkkkk :D so i have 4 c's and 4 a's in school and if i can get the c's to b's im good to go to 11th grade :D :D :D LIKE A COOL KIIIIDDD :3 

im actually very lame XD


And remember love is just a serial killer we are all innocent victims - Annabella

Watermelondra

Mood: hehe
Current song: here in your arms

My grades are up :) in alllll my classes :3 so like I'm souper happy :3 and me and blankie are coolio haha :) I'm hopin that like will keep being amazurn

little guys can do big things tooooooo

Mood: you have no idea :C 

Current Song:  Fighting for nothing by meg and dia 

omg ... i hate how im so small and lifes frusterations are bearing down on me :C !!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT TAKE IT IM JUST A LITTLE GIRL CUT ME SOME SLACK 

New caterpillar

Mood: Anxious to start anew 

Current song: Make ____ sure (in the space insert cuss word) by taking back sunday

Im havin a good life right now i suppose. My grades were horrible and blankie is always sad with me but ... i cant wait to start doing good in school. like so ready to put my plan into action to do good with my grades. all i want is my moms approval. :) this should be fun :D !!! haha like i cant WAAAIIITTT were in the second nine weeks at my school gravvv. I actually started texting my friend zorc we didnt text that much XD. me and mommy are closer than EVERRRR :) hahaha i visited my cousin in a state that shall be left nameless :) hahaha he was fun i didnt think he was until i went there XD hahaha man was i wrong haha all these years and he turns out to be one coolio childddd !!! haha
it was fun to write my english narrative like idk really i just had alot of fun even though i didnt read mine in class cause i was scared of what everyone was gonna think i just let people read it when they wanted :D ! and people told me i was a good writer. i had to end it short though so the ending was really choppy D: !!! but it all turned out fine ... 
my fish elmay died (she was blue) :'( i know its just a fish but i had her for a whole year and i loved her :C i got a new fish named pyramus (he was red) ... but he died too :C i didnt love him too much cause i only had him a month :/ i have a new fish today :D !!!! i hope he survives ... his name is jesus (hes white) haha that wasnt meant to be racist :D 
so i was watching two of my most favorited movies everrrrr :3 so i thought HEY i could share it with every one ... but just to clarify .. they are sad movies and include some language and violence ... well one has violence the other is SOUPER sad :C !!!! i cry everytime :/ 


Man on fire - This movie is the one with violence and cussing nonstop but it is a true story 


I am Sam - This is the movie that makes me cry EVERY STINKIN TIME !!! but its so heart breaking and it is a true story as well

my calendar still says october even though its november !!! i should change it but i wont cause i wanna leave it like that till i absolutely need it

And remember love is just a serail killer and we are all innocent victims - Annabella 

Theres never a perfect day

Mood: Anxiously excited with a twang of sadness in the pit of my core :/ :3

Current Song: All i see -Lydia

sigh* and the sad thing is its only been a day u.u
our school (GRAVVV) is out for a whole week due to fall break :) its pretty nice since i was startig to get in over my head with school work and i do need to catch up so the break is welcomed ... but i miss blankie oh so very much, everything reminds me of him. its horrible how much i rely on him for my own happiness ... i need a life too bad he is mine :P
So you know what .... i truelly dislike when he (blankie) reads me so refinely XD like i can say that im fine and he already knows that im not or i could say one thing and want him to do another and he'll know what i want its unfair that he can see what i want no one else to see and i cant pick up anything hes puttin down D: !!!! hahaha i have like ... nothing ... i dont know when he hints cause somtimes im justnot all there he tends to dazzle me :3
like in first block b day friday :3 when the bell ring and we had to go we were hugging near the mini fridge and he lifted my thigh up around his and set me on the counter to hug him better (since im fairly shorter than him [to give you a mental picture i have to get on my verry tippy tippy tippy toes to see over his shoulder in a hug with my arms around his neck] hah yea im shorter than him xD) but it was so nice and my heart nearly flew out of my chest at his touch XD XD XD hahah sigh* he makes me so happy and when im not able to talk to him im so depressed :( :( :C grrr .... sigh* anywayssss
i havent started doinf my french hw *highfive* hahaha i just decided to reread one of my altime favorite series for which i will leave nameless because it could offend some people :)
OKKKKK guess what i ust realized :3 everyone in my family uses the plural form of you as you ... but i say "yall" hahahaha im soooo weird i even type like that too haha i say yall instead of you(pl.)
so apparently i have a "face" like ... when i want something or things dont go my way i get this puppy dog eyed sad look on my face and somtimes i dont even know im doing it XD !!! like when blankie had to go his brother was there to pick him up after school and we were saying goodbye (im a little clingy so i didnt wanna let go of the hug) but blankie over powered me and walked away.. midstride he looked back and i was just sitting watching him go sorta bummed at having to say goodbye he lemme hug him goodbye just once more :3 it was so sweet and i nearly died hugging him the second time :3 i promise that kids gonna gimme a heart attack XD XD XD XD

p.s. im sorry i talk about blankie so much its just when im not with him im anxious and i hate being away .. when im with him im more normalishhhhh

And remember love is just a serial killer and we are all innocent victims - Annabella