Current Song: All i see -Lydia
sigh* and the sad thing is its only been a day u.u
our school (GRAVVV) is out for a whole week due to fall break :) its pretty nice since i was startig to get in over my head with school work and i do need to catch up so the break is welcomed ... but i miss blankie oh so very much, everything reminds me of him. its horrible how much i rely on him for my own happiness ... i need a life too bad he is mine :P
So you know what .... i truelly dislike when he (blankie) reads me so refinely XD like i can say that im fine and he already knows that im not or i could say one thing and want him to do another and he'll know what i want its unfair that he can see what i want no one else to see and i cant pick up anything hes puttin down D: !!!! hahaha i have like ... nothing ... i dont know when he hints cause somtimes im justnot all there he tends to dazzle me :3
like in first block b day friday :3 when the bell ring and we had to go we were hugging near the mini fridge and he lifted my thigh up around his and set me on the counter to hug him better (since im fairly shorter than him [to give you a mental picture i have to get on my verry tippy tippy tippy toes to see over his shoulder in a hug with my arms around his neck] hah yea im shorter than him xD) but it was so nice and my heart nearly flew out of my chest at his touch XD XD XD hahah sigh* he makes me so happy and when im not able to talk to him im so depressed :( :( :C grrr .... sigh* anywayssss
i havent started doinf my french hw *highfive* hahaha i just decided to reread one of my altime favorite series for which i will leave nameless because it could offend some people :)
OKKKKK guess what i ust realized :3 everyone in my family uses the plural form of you as you ... but i say "yall" hahahaha im soooo weird i even type like that too haha i say yall instead of you(pl.)
so apparently i have a "face" like ... when i want something or things dont go my way i get this puppy dog eyed sad look on my face and somtimes i dont even know im doing it XD !!! like when blankie had to go his brother was there to pick him up after school and we were saying goodbye (im a little clingy so i didnt wanna let go of the hug) but blankie over powered me and walked away.. midstride he looked back and i was just sitting watching him go sorta bummed at having to say goodbye he lemme hug him goodbye just once more :3 it was so sweet and i nearly died hugging him the second time :3 i promise that kids gonna gimme a heart attack XD XD XD XD
p.s. im sorry i talk about blankie so much its just when im not with him im anxious and i hate being away .. when im with him im more normalishhhhh
And remember love is just a serial killer and we are all innocent victims - Annabella
